Saturday, May 30, 2015

Looking forward

It's almost June.  The month I graduated from college one week and got married the next.  My Momma planned the entire wedding in a month and even handmade the bridesmaids dresses and the flower girls dress. Plus I had totally shocked everyone in May by announcing my engagement to Doug and our first born due in January.  By the way I don't recommend trying this particular trick lol.  God worked it out for us in His mercy,  and yet it has been a rough ride. God has been faithful to meet our needs.  Every single one.  Yet I have to wonder if we had done things by His design and plan if we would've had a few more of our wants thrown in for good measure. 
So this is our milestone year.  20 years of married bliss and our daughter turns 20 this January and our sons turn 15 in November and 10 in December.  Our daughter is in paramedic school and is an advanced Emt.  Our oldest son begins high school as a freshman this fall and our baby will begin fourth grade this fall.  I am a CNA.  Doug is disabled physically.  God is so good.  We are blessed.  I plan to go back to school in the fall for nursing.  Who knows but God.... But I can dream and make my plans and pray for His guidance while I continue on this road called my life with its beautiful landmarks,  bumps,  and u turns.  Lol